camel,

i have done this, too. I went back the next week and told T I had lied and told him the truth instead. All he did was ask how it felt to own it. And it was all fine. Try not to worry too much. It's all a work in progress and every step you take has its own purpose no matter what it is. Just ask yourself what the best thing you can do from here is, and do it

good luck,
vienna