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yesturday was a lousy day. I had to work with a total jerk and he caused me so much stress that i was showing signs of anxiety. Last night I was so stressed out that i had tremors in my hands and my friend noticed. I though I had done good and felt like I had not let the stress get to me but I was wrong. This guy is such a jerk that he even refurrs to himself as humble. He really p*ssed me off when he came to me when I was working at a stationary position and told me he would tap me out so I could be free to move around my checkpoint. I looked at him in shock and said what do you mean MY checkpoint I said there are four leads here (him being one of them) to run the checkpoint I dont own it. He is such a lousy, condisending, hypocritical jerk you just cant imagine it. Dealing with him always causes me stress because he thinks he is a know-it-all who always does things half *ssed and I (being the senior lead) have tried to be nice and guide him but i goes in one ear and out the other. and buy the end of the day I just want to kill him. Nobody likes him or respects him and how he has kept his position no one knows.
Does anyone have any ideas that I can use to keep stress from getting to me while i am at work. I mean honestly I dont handle stress like I used to and now it manifests in trembling. I hate it cause I feel like I have no control and all I want to do is ignore the jerk and go about my life. but at work there are times when i have to deal with him and he just drives me nuts.
ok enough rambling. thanks for listening.
Diana
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