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Originally Posted by white_iris
((((diana's clan))))) right now i wonder why we ever started communicating with each other. mostly it's a really good thing. keep trying for it. you will have more benefits than not, really.
feeling so lonely
trying to hold everything in.
not a good move, i know that.
feels like a melt down is coming
but so is my best friend.
holding off till she gets here???
can't ruin her visit.
she says she is here for me.
she DID also. SRA survivor
i'm not SRA.
my stuff isn't as bad as hers.
my abuse not like that.
i am being way too self absorbed
selfish
get on with life.
get out of my inside and work harder
not sure it's gonna work.
wi  |
I am not sure why I am DID. I have no memory of what has caused this and I have been told that my alters have no memory either. Maybe the part that holds all of that is dead. I dont know and to be honest I am not sure I want to know. I dont think you are being self absorbed at all. I can totally understand trying to hold it all in. I do that too. And if I hold to much I loose time and have anxiety issuses. Just keep coming here and sharing. We are here for you. To be honest it helps me to help or support some one else so see who is the selfish one. I think it is me.
Diana
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