he sent me a text and he said and i quote "sorry we went too far last night. it was half myfault. i will try and contain myself better next time. i dont want to lose you friendship. youre a great girl"

i was short and just said dont worry about it. he said "but i do. it was a lot of fun. youre a good kisser".

it was ok but it wasnt too fun for me. i kept saying i needed to go home because i had to work this morning and we didnt need to go any farther. i felt pressured to stay. i finally left though. i could tell he was aggravated and that upset me. I get so confused around him because i say i wont do things and he somehow ends up getting me to. says he likes a good challenge. well i feel like an idiot because i give in then i guess i confuse him. i wish hed just get mad and leave me alone. then i wouldnt **** up again.