((((((((((((((((((((camel)))))))))))))))))))))

One thing I have learned in T is that a good T accepts us just how we are. I think your T might wonder, just with simple curiosity, what led you to lie, but I don't think she will judge you, or think less of you. I have not told T "the whole story" quite a few times, and one time he asked me a question I wasn't ready for and I literally just LIED. I told him later that I lied, and he said we share things when we're ready and I wasn't ready, and it was absolutely fine.

(((((((((((((((((((((camel))))))))))))))))))))))) Be gentle with you....you aren't the first person who has done this, and you won't be the last. It will be okay.