I keep telling myself everything is going to be fine that money is not the most important thing in the world. But tonight I can't stop the anxiety. I keep thinking I'm going to fail that it is worthless to try.

I'm also applying to grad school and my application is due on the 1st. I try to work though the worry but it just takes me over making it hard to concentrate. I'm a good writer I swear but the personal statement is proving difficult and I feel lame incompetent.

I just want to do well so badly that it hurts.