((((((((PP)))))))) you've done some incredibly good things for yourself lately...your pdoc/T and participating in your therapy. that took courage and i am so glad you have reached out irl to get the help you deserve. it may take a while for some of the things you learn in T to start impacting how you are feeling. in the meantime know that i care a lot about you and send you lots of  s.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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