So I have made my dicision and yes my boyfriend is upset but he said he understands the delema. Im going up to the City late this evening with 'N' hes taking me for support which is nice. Im going to be getting the abortion on Friday... I think its going to be so hard to go through with. I guess Im worried that Im going to walk in and then change my mind I guess thats why 'N' is coming with me to remind me of the reasons and why I chose abortion... hes such a good friend.