Lol sitting,
I am always apologizing to my T as well. I usually send her an email a day or two after my session. She always tells me that I dont have to send and apology or even a thanks. I apologize to people all the time and I couldn't tell you why.
Thats neat that you and your T shared a great laugh!
I'm still waiting for my sessions to flow
Cai23
Do you think that perhaps this wall you feel is actually being put up because you are beginning to trust him more, like it's the tip of the iceberg before you finally let loose and share more openly with him. It sounds like you may be approaching the place of feeling safe enough to cry with him. Sometimes letting that out in therapy is a huge relief.
Hangingon