Hello truthseeker, it's nice to meet you. Welcome to psych central.
Please don't see yourself as a failure, like everyone you are a work in progress, maybe you need some more time to work on your issues. Instead of looking at what you haven't accomplished try to look at what you have accomplished in life.
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