I've just a real tough day of it today.. I'm so close to giving up.. I'm pretty damn fed up of this life I lead and I'm failing at everything, again.. Sigh. Everything's been wrong today.. The stomach pains have been bad again, my migraines have com eback and I keep getting dizzy spells and my Mum phoned me, and we talked about my Dad and my twin.. The twin bit got me angry and the Dad bit got me upset and the bit where Mum said "I hate that our family's falling apart. Your Dad would hate it too.." upset me and made me feel guilty because I *know* it's my fault that the family's falling apart..

I told Mum about my adoptive family and Bryony (twin) calling me fat and ugly and she was furious. I'll explain later what she said. Riggt now, I',m too weak and tired to do anything Anyone got any spare hugs to give?