Thats hard work Cai23...

I know what you mean about having to deal with all the feelings after, sometimes showing that vulnerable side sets you spiraling some, it will hopefully settle before long. I can remember that happening a few times. I don't like to cry in front of my T either, in fact with her it's only been small tears here and there, I try so dang hard not to.

It's perfectly ok that you cried in front of your T, it doesnt make him think any differently of you. Hang in there..

hangingon