Welcome to psychcentral... sorry to hear what brings you this way though.

Keep trying the medicines... one of them might work and it would be worth finding it... (I, however, can't take ANY...)

When depressed the only thing we can believe about God is that HE IS GOD... and because He IS, He knows exactly where you are, what you are going through, the tough time you are having... and He also knows that you don't have the capacity to believe or trust or anything right now...

Try not to think of tomorrow... do what you can right now... and posting on psychcentral was a good choice.

I was debating about posting when I was so depressed myself... that I haven't been... why bother? But I hope the replies to your post help you continue...