I don't know where to post this but

It seems that I am in a phase or something where I can't communicate with others. It seems as though I have lost this ability.

It seems like I'm living in a mist where the rays of the sun can't shine through. It's not an ugly world and I could even make it enchanting because of my imagination. I know I must not stay in this world for too long because I might not want to get out after a while.

I know I must not isolate in myself but I'm being pull in that direction.

I also don't think it's depression but my avoidant personality. Avoid.

Thank you for reading.