Can you talk to him and ASK him to see him sooner? Impress upon him even more this time that you are feeling really distressed by this and need some resolve.

Can T help you? Can she talk to the Pdoc? Maybe you could ask her?

I know what it's like to feel like you are just waiting for depression to hit again, but it doesn't have to be that way. Try to live in the moment of that happiness. Try to do some fun stuff while there. Try to stay there. I'm not saying to look away from the possible upcoming depression, but just kinda push it aside for a little bit. The more you think about it, the more it is guaranteed to hit. I hope that makes sense.