i know when i start to feel this way it gets harder and harder to open my front door. try to be gentle on yourself but also take baby steps and go outside even for a few minutes. when i isolate it's like i've dug in the trenches and after awhile it takes a crowbar to get me out!   just do a little each day to not isolate. in time i hope these feelings pass.
thanks for sharing what's going on with you right now.  i hope this helps you.
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