((moon)))))) i understand needing to share and needing to share without bringing others down... it was sooooooo hard for me to find people to listen and understand... it takes time for us to be ready to be able to understand how we can share with others in a way that doesnt send them running... for me, i had to overcome my anger issues first.. no one could hear what i was saying, only that i was extremely agitated..

finally i was able to see how i was self sabotaging my attempts to connect and share what was bothering me... slowly i learned that speaking slowly, purposefully, i was better able to get my message across and people did care, did listen, were also concerned about many of the same things as i was and did want to help.... it was about respecting them as i learned to speak in an inoffensive manner and i dont blame any of them for any reactions.. i am just thankful that my society didnt give up on me, i was able to try again and again... true, they were different people each time (excepting some family) cause my own fears wouldnt let me return to those i had done damage to while i was coming to understanding.. i pray each are well on their own now, with friends and family to love them

another thing that helped me and still helps me is praying, God or a Higher Power of your own choosing can hear all, and cares for all...

i will pray and hope this helps and always hoping you find your way through the darkness