(Miss)))) you know where i weigh in on this issue.. i dont want you too but i know you are trying not to and i know in time you are going to overcome the urges.. i knw you are strong and determined and you want betterness for you and all... i know you can have it, i know you can do it and if you keep saying you dont wanna, maybe it will replace the old tape? .. just know i care, k? sending hope and care and love for the work you do and the kids too...