thanks for letting me try ((puffy)) i know you are not a dead animal and i know you have feelings... for a guy, i seem to be in too much contact with my own feelings maybe but we wont go there right now...

what i care about is that someone (you) is out there and feels alone, disconnected, not getting back what you are clearly trying so hard to give.. and i see others here at PC trying so hard to show you the way... i hope i can help..

if you have no dreams, lets start with your feelings.. are you still feeling the apathy? sending hope always