I dunno, it could be a mix of a lot of things - my mom knows I'm depressed but I was forced to tell her... she does NOT know about si anxiety she thinks was ENTIRELY med based when it's not , anything about dissociation... just nothing really.

I'm not sure if you should tell your mom, if she'd use it to try to control you I guess it's not that great of a thing.

Is there a specific reason you think it's your fault?