I jus stopped. I mean seriously what's the worst that can happen OH MEDICATION WITHDRAWAL OH NOEZ. WORST type of withdrawal evah!!

I have some. I take like 2 or 3 thorazines if I can't sleep. It's weird. Even tho I stopped I have like a super high perma-tolerance to meds. Like I've been off xanax for a couple months n when I'm having a panic attack a .5 will do like....nothing. I have to take like 2 or 3 grams to stop freakin out.

I found that out already. While I was trippin I realized I lost all my bones. =[
I'm tryin to collect all of em again. I only have a few. But my bones are who I am essentially since I kinda lost that. I thought about startin over from scratch n I don't wanna do that. I like who I am n what I'm into. I don't wanna be a normal boring dredge of society. I don't wanna stop doing drugs, or stop raving, or stop tagging, or stop drawing, or stop listenin to happycore, or stop being a freegan, etc.. I just wanna get my **** together.
N yeah...I'm tryin to transfer to college when I move up to albany again n get a degree. then get a job n etc...
N yeah...I need more goals. N not jus big ones that take years to accomplish. Like some day to day or week to week ones too.
But yeah...post it notes of **** you need to get done work for me. =o