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Old Mar 01, 2009, 10:24 AM
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I stopped responding to hislittle i miss you and kisses texts. he started asking me last time why. i said

"I am treating you as a friend. We are friends."

he got mad lol and said "well i thought at one time you wanted more" OH and then he said...and this is the great part..lol "i was gonna ask you out but now you dont seem interested.' yeah...after knowing for months that i wanted to date him and always saying we couldnt he suddenly wants to after i move on.

i told him" neither of us were ready to date. we agreed to be friends. therefore we have an establsihed friendship."

I made him mad. he told me i am too moody. that my mood toward him changes every day. i reminded him that i had told him im bipolar. my mood changes a lot and its a part of me. i apologized but told him its a part of who i am.

now his myspace says hes frustrated and ready for a change. well. go ahead josh. change. i dont want to be around him anymore at all. im annoyed. hes gonna turn this around on me. I regret most things we did and especially that I sent pictures. my god im an idiot. ive had mood swings lately. do u think its stress from all this or could i have been a lil not so myself during all of this?

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