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Originally Posted by ladymacabethadmunsen
I understand how you feel when you give up b4 even trying. It despare.
Were you not eccepted in society frmo yong age? have you been an outsider? Or is it only with women?
When you were a teen - did you feel that girls don`t pay much attention to you?
I too am alone now - because i prefere it, i think, just for now.
I think that sometimes its hard to meet the perosn you get longe with. its o.k. takes time
For simple people or more lukcy people it takes more time than for more intelligant complicated people. not ALWAYS true,,, but many times it is.
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I had trouble growing up with friends. One friend in particular from age 13-17 made me so self conscious about my looks it made me withdraw terribly. Even though I had poor grooming in high school, I still had girls tell me I was cute. I was afraid to believe them. My friends made me feel everyone was only setting me up to be hurt. I think my problem now is that I'm starting to get older, and feeling more desperate for approval from women. Everyone seems younger, better looking, smarter, more experienced, etc...etc... And yet I know most of it is in my mind. I've spent most of my life alone because I wanted it that way, and yet at the same time I long for one true love. I'm just so afraid of rejection I can't bear to risk it. And every time I've tried I've been hurt. It's been a self fulfilling prophecy.