Deep Blue Sea in a way i can relate to one thing you mentioned,well several actually.My now ex girlfriend of 4 months accused me of being gay,which i am not,nor i have ever considered it.I am suffering PTSD and have had the fits of anger as well,I have not banged against any walls,put have went into rages,throwing and kicking things,yelling,and cursing.After that i don't recall this but was told i was curled up under the kitchen table,i guess i felt safe under there.Whatever you do,do not jump off a train platform.I hope you went to the ER and got help.Don't make the same mistake i did and think you can deal with it on your own.

Yesterday morning my parents found out about this guy I went out with and told me they don't want him around anymore. Since then I've been banging myself against the walls, going into rages, cursing people out in public that irritated me. One day I yelled at my co-worker I went out with, I told him to bug off.. Since then he avoided me because he knew I was angry at him. Friday evening on my way home from work I was about to jump off the train platform, luckily I spotted a cop standing a few inches away so I backed off. I may soon have to go to the emergency room, I'm having a nervous breakdown and may succeed next time..
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