i dont understand why they call this group suriors of abuse.when your abused mentally phyicsal the abuse doesnt stop in your head i have flash backs, night mares all the time,my panic is out of control..im not a survoir im a victim. because i deal with the pain of that abuse every day every mintute of the day..im a victim..........i dont go outside because im so scared he will find me and finish me off. im reminded of him every second of the day.. and who reads these posts any way i have been sending pm's to people and invite them to become freinds with me there add me and i dont hear from anyone except trevor...so whats the use.