I am sorry you are having such a hard time with your inner feelings and lack of a relationship right now.... but let me tell you, as a woman with mental illness, they will love you no matter what issues you have if the LOVE is TRUE and YOU gove them a CHANCE... just ask my husband of 23 years - he has been to bottom of the barrel with me and to the top of the highest mountain, and our love has only grown over the years.
((( HUGS ))) -