Haven't posted in an age - stuck in parents, exams, other boring stuff. Anyhow, hope you have been keeping well.

Whilst I was at home I was driven to near dementia by the need to cut. Once upon a time I'd have gone ahead, but lately there is no dealing with the results myself. My mother had exams, my father was back by lunchtime most days - there was no way I could risk it. Woke every day with one thought strong in my mind and fell asleep each night with the same thought. Ended up battering myself in front of them a few times out of.... meh... ya know the way it goes.

So now I am back in my own place and I'll be here for another fortnight before returning home. I was holding off until now, but no longer have the desire to. But I HAVE to do it now otherwise I'll be back home in a few weeks, with no other thought and I know I wouldn't be able to hold out again. This is my insurance policy.

Not sure what the point of this post was, but, meh.