{{{{{{{{{{{{Yahna and all the Jewels}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Yahna we do understand the large gaps in time where we cant account for who we were, whwere or who we lived with or anything that we did ( like we have periods of 2 year or worse gaps where we are clueless.) we have ben in thereapy for 5 years now, only the last 2 of which were whne we was diagnosed with DID. we also fight the diagnosis, but at the same time realize that something definitely is not right. Even though the dx explains a lot of stuff that otherwise does not make sense, it is still frustrating to accept and try to learn with. We too are also scared of remembering what we cannot remember. Like we remember some stuff from when we were young that def. was not good/...........why do we want to remember the stuff we cant remember.wont it be worse? dont wanna go there. But T say we has to in order to integrate us not into one person but to where we can get along with each other an know what each other is doing. Anyway, we is just try to tell you that you def. is not alone on this journey into healing. Bead walk with you in your heart anytime you need us too....an it helps to know that someone else is experienceing the same thing we is too. Please be gentle with yourself. Maybe you can find something that you like to do to take your mind off of stuff. Hope we help in some way.....sending warm fuzzies an peaceful thoughts your way........hope to talk soon..

marsidotz of beads