I've been so confused since he started interacting with me...my feelings are all messed up now because I don't know if I love him or my bf and I think he has messed me up...he tried to make me think that he loves me more than my bf...he makes me feel guilty when I go see my bf when I never even wanted to have a relationship with him...he says I'm the best thing that's happened to him...I think this guy is just being a jerk to me...I don't totally understand the mind of a guy...but I wish he would just leave me alone...he leaves in May...he kept saying...well I'm leaving in May, and you won't even care...then he said...I would hate myself if I didn't say this...but I love you...I'm so confused...what is this guy's motives...from the very beginning I wanted him to take a hike...then I had an attraction to him...and now I feel numb...I don't know what to feel or who I am or what I want...I don't even know if I can trust guys anymore...I trust my bf he's always been truthful and upfront with me...but tthis guy...omg..I can't even believe I had emotions for him...I feel like he raped me emotionally and I had no say in the matter