(((((((Poohbear))))))))
Sorry for what your going thru atm!!! It's not fair is what I want to yell for you for all of us...I know I think what your feeling? I too seem to be in that frame of switching so fast that I don't even know that's happening until there's a calmness and then I realize just how crazy things have been!! It's overwhelming to say the least and you just want to be in control of the switch at least for a little bit

....I am sorry and I know having to work oh must be so much more difficult to boot! Thinking of you and wish I had some great words of wisdom to offer you but sigh I don't...Just know that I (we) understand and will be here to listen...
MC