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Mar 02, 2009, 04:36 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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((((((((((((((((((iskm12)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm really sorry that you feel so bad right now.
Eat, you deserve to eat. This did not make you bad. You can still have a child later, when the time is right. I don't think killing this barely starting to develop child at a time where you needed it for health, and at a time when bringing a child into the world would have been not a good thing for you OR that child, makes you bad or make you not deserve to eat.
I understand why you feel this way, and you do need time to mourn the situation you were forced into, and to heal from it. You CAN heal. The good thing about this choice is that you can move on soon. You are now responsible for just yourself, you can get yourself better.
You are NOT bad because of this. You deserve food, try to eat.
Know I"m thinking of you, sorry that I can't help more
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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