i need to back away. separate ourselves from herselves. not get sucked into her stuff. keep separate. maybe not be so much friends.

i'm afraid of the fall out from this.
tried before and the fallout was horrible.

it's hurts her and hers so bad they get very triggered and do harmful things to themselves.

then it's my fault.
then her friends and family blame me
for her actions. why would i do such a thing as say i don't want to be friends anymore??

i'm trapped.