Oh, Ry, all that stuff going on, is enough to mimic cycling, not to say that you may not be experiencing it, but from my life experience, it is very common,and normal to feel all confused in regards to emotions, cycles, it should resolve once you move and get settled in, I know change for many ( especially me, is devastaing, taking awhile to adjust) some people are fortunate to just fall right in to place (NOT ME ) I'm sending you positiv vibes with this huge adjustment/change but it will go okay, just our good old freind, "time" is the huge factor.
Hang in there, kid, you are going to make it

XXX OOO
(((((((((((( Ryan )))))))))

Sincerely,
DE