keep posting sparrow... talking about our feelings is how to get it out there.. music was something i needed to learn to re-appreciate also... i remember many years ago in a treatment center for recovering alcoholics and drug addicts that a man told me the same thing about starting his life over again like he was a baby, needing to re-learn everything, even the way he listened to music.. it always kind of stayed with me and when i hit my late 30's i did the same thing.. for awhile i listened to no music at all because i believed that some kinds contained dark messages but as i learned to appreciate it again i found that there is more than meets the ear and if i listen very well i can almost always find something positive to say about all music styles..

i hope today was a little better for you