Hi I am first timer here with writing and admitting I have a problem with bipoloar. I need help and am on several meds that sedate me. I have permission to call my dr whenever but I feel so guilty and don't want to bother him. I have been on psych ward one time already for one week 2 weeks ago for 6 days and i feel like i may need to go back. I dont know if I am getting better or not. I cry and sleep and tired and cry. I wish I could just be normal and get rid of the feelings of being stigmatized and that I have a problem. I am told there is help but I am so ashamed to take it to go to emergency...thanks Wendy