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T has talked a little bit about countertransference reactions with me when they have directly impacted me and my therapy in an obvious way...although he probably has a lot of things that he just deals with or takes them to supervision, because he doesn't tell me that kind of thing very often.

I find what your T said kind of interesting- T has told me that when I dissociate and leave the room, it makes him feel lonely and sleepy. Almost like what your T is saying?? Maybe they are just very attuned to us?

It's weird and hard to talk about DID. I go back and forth between wanting to talk about it and wanting to pretend it never came up. Remember, though....you are paying her, and she is there to help YOU. Ask the questions you need to ask....you deserve the right kind of help, and if she can't give it to you, then you need to find a T who can. She might be the perfect T for you to work with, but you won't know until you ask