i'm no doc, but i do believe you may feel unattached in a psychological way. i have heard other people that have been adopted state pretty much what you are feeling. like who am i? where did i come from?
do u see a therapist to discuss these feelings? it may be a big job to untangle these feelings all by yourself. jme, but i think it would help for u to see a therapist to sort out all this. hope you will let us know how u're doing, k? we care  about u and u do matter to us. 
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Last edited by madisgram; Mar 03, 2009 at 09:15 AM.
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