Well I made it through the night, again. I'm just getting so tired of every night it being the same thing. I'm pretty drained.

Hospitals don't help me. They don't understand me. They just try to pump me full of meds that don't help at all.

I'm just very broken right now, don't have any faith that I will ever be well.

Sorry to sound so melancholy, it's just where I am right now.