At times, depending on how vunerable I am feeling. And it seems that this last week I have been extremely vunerable, with alot of pressure being put on me from family members. They are doubtful at this point if therapy has helped me or made me worse and think I really need to reconsider. My H gets frustrated because he doesn't know what goes on and I won't tell him, which is making me a very anxious. I don't handle pressure well at all and they don't let up on me until I will eventually cave. Maybe getting mad at T is my defense so that if I do cave I won't feel so hurt......is this making any sense