That the data dump on this site would help slide me further into depression.? I'm fighting it... one, by posting... and another by trying to tell myself it really is no big deal.

But somehow... part of my sharing, part of my support for others, and part of my angst is still "there" caught in the space time continuum. And it makes me sadder than I was.

I don't want to try and think those thoughts again. I feel the dispair from others who began threads needing support... for those especially who didn't get a chance to read our replies...

I just never would have thought something like this would affect me so negatively. Guess I'm REALLY depressed.