I'm supposed to attend a recognition dinner tonight... and I can only THINK that I made reservations! The stress these last 2 weeks (what with the dental added) has been terrific...

My T thought I had no plans on going, not to this one nor the one on the 15th... my ambivilence is hurting me. I thought about just showing up tonight, during the gathering time, and then leave. Right now I can't find any of the information as to where and when it is!

I've been trying to make my old computer work for a spreadsheet I volunteered a month ago. I did it but no one could open it in that file extension... and my old computer shut down for an illegal function each time I tried to save it in xls. I finally bought a new CPU but it doesn't fit the old monitor screen very well... MORE STRESS...

Plus, my T's service has been acting up ...I guess with all the thunderstorms we've been having??? And his line was busy busy busy. I called for operator assistance and all he would say, in response to my angst, ...there's no one on the line... duh! Not at 10:30 at night! Then he did suggest I call the doctor's emergency number. THAT IS IT! but m'am there's no one on the line... arrrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!! I went into melt down... but then the deep depression saved me from that, thinking the T doesn't give a hoot about me anyway.

At least I'm managing my pain fairly okay... esp with the dental. Actually, having the lower teeth covered now with real size veneers... the pain from those nerves is all but gone! (The tinnitus is sky high yet, from all the jaw activity?)