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It sounds like you have so much to handle right now...I'm sorry you feel so badly.
I'm very glad you shared with us.

Others have given you good advice, and I hope it helps you.
I agree about talking with your physician about all of these things...being honest is the only way of being able to change anything.
Perhaps an adjustment in your meds may help, also. If you have been on the same ones the past three years, it bears looking into some type of change--dosage, addition, or a new one may give you better results.
Feeling overwhelmed is hard and drains our energy. Please do what you can to feel better.

Let us know how you are doing.
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