I totally understand you. I think I may be also addicted to internet. All my friends are cyberfriends. Besides I rarely get outside my house so this contributes to the internet addiction. I sometimes have to force myself to stay away from it. Even at night when I wake up I get to the computer to check whatever on it. Good thing is that now that my meds are starting to work out, I have been able to read books again. So I try to read or watch tv to stop being at the computer. It is difficult to stop this but I wish you have the strength to solve this problem. Here you have received interesting replies that could be useful