she has lupus with lung involvement. very dangerous. her dr said not to be in crowds or around sick ppl. i am just following dr orders.

two of her insiders have contacted me all sad and upset.

she has not even texted to ask if i was feeling ok. or how H was feeling. nor did the insiders even ask.
when she was in the hospital and when she was home from hospital after a bout with MRSA and a lung infection, i called or texted every day. sometimes several times a day to see how she was.
i'm not syaint this to be petty--maybe i am--don't know.....but i would think that she would text just "how you feeling--know you weren't feeling well yesterday." but all she did according to her insider was be crabby because they got a replacement for her and so she isn't working this week.

i am near tears.

she really doesn't care about me does she????
this is really hurting. i feel sick.
i'm sorry.
this is so stupid