Aw thanks sitting,
It would be nice to not have to go alone. I wish you well on what you bring up to your T. I can go with you in spirit as well if you would like!

Phoenix,
Thank you, I know your right, there are plenty of us who feel this way, it would be nice to at least be able to be open about these issues. I know in my mind my T is not out to harm me, guess when I talk about it, it takes me back to when I was younger and things were way to scary there.

Ktgirl, Its a good idea to talk about the feelings that come up with the memories. I wrote my T an email this past week explaining some of the things that happen to me when I am talking about rough issues. I still can't tell her in person about those emotions yet.

I will let you all know how it goes tomorrow.

Hangingon