Hi TPurr,
Major bummer, but might be a great, wonderful, and terrific opportunity in the long run. Not to sound "polyannish", but I would be willing to bet that once you process all the junk, get your unemployment coming in, you will see that as one door closes, another door opens. Nothing worse (in my book) than to try to hold onto something that just aint worth it. For many of us, a job is simply a means to an end. I hope you find your passion. I hope that you don't give up on the idea of finding that passion and thinking that all you have left is disability. A little time to tweak those meds and the sky is the limit! Take this time and use it to your advantage. Doing the same thing as we speak, so I know that it really can work out! Laurie