Yes, sometimes fears, they get a hold of us and simply run with us, it is like our fears even control us..
Yet fears, or feelings, are not facts.
It is hard but we have to take the reigns back in, realize as scray as it is, trust us if you can, we will not think you are crazy, many of us have been called that, and did not like it, we try to SUPPORT each other here, LOVE each other here, love the YOU deep down, way deep down.
It took me some time here at PC to trust, and trust completely, yet I have and it is a beautiful, beautiful thing