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Old Mar 04, 2009, 07:19 AM
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Originally Posted by DianasClan View Post
I have been talking to my T and to other "groups" / people here and it seems that communication is the recommended route to go. But to be honest the thought of communication with the other members of the "clan" is well freaky to say the least.

I have alot of fear the wells up when I think about it.
Fear that outsiders will think I am crazy.
Fear that they will respond.
... that they hold bad memories.
... that they will not like me.
... that they want to hurt me.

Just alot of fears. Some ratonal some not. Dose anyone else even understand these fears? I am not even sure I understand them.

Thanks for reading.
Diana
((((dianasclan)))) i know what you mean and understand, im dealing with the same thing right now and am not handling it well, there is all kind of fears with the thought of the communication route, there is fears i didnt even knew i had or even existed, maybe we can just both take a deep breath and slow down and just send each other hugs and thoughts and get through it. that is if you want to you never know it might help all of us just knowing there is someone who is going through it now, even though im sure lots on here has already been to this point.
Thanks for this!
DianasClan