Good news,she wrote back and thanked me for my letter and email,she was off work so only just got them.She said she is not in a position at the moment to offer me therapy,but if me and her get back together in therapy some time later on she has to allow a gap from my previous therapy with her and organise a venue for both of us as we live over 40 miles apart ! I would be quite happy just to sit and talk in the car with her for the hour !She also warned that therapy can be from £30.00 upwards too my psych doc is also referring me to a psycologist (sorry for spelling if wrong) for 3 monthes which is free in the uk.I feel so much better today seeing the letter come through the post. thankyou every one for the kind replies too.