I am sorry that my feeling don't match with your reality.
I am sorry that my emotions become intense when you think nothing is wrong.
I am sorry I get mad and hate you when really I am just so hurt and feel abandoned.
I am sorry I sometimes cannot recognize you are going through some tough issues because I often get blinded by my own failures and despair.
I am sorry I am not the daughter, friend, lover, client, sister, aunt, or being you would like to see in me.
I am really sorry!